Wednesday, November 09, 2005

Love Through Tornados...

The Lord took me through a dream that I feel I have experience part of before. I feel as if the Lord was showing me how the Father’s love is generated and how we in turn are to pass it along. Although we as humans have unintentional fear, the Lord brings us into the light where all fear is absent. In return we are supposed to spread that light to our fellow brothers and sisters.

I was in the Hahn’s house that they live in now. The outside looked the same as it does today, but the inside was completely different. As I walked inside I saw a huge living room with luxurious furniture and a huge cozy fireplace that was lit. The rest of the rooms were just as big with the same luxurious furniture, linens, and other amenities.

It was as if the Hahn’s were hosting some type of party or get together as the Deaville family was over. Kevin, Mitchell, and Chris were playing together, Steve and Matt were working on some house project, Michelle was in her office, and I was just walking in through the back door.

The sky was slightly cloudy that day and the air smelled of fresh rain on its way. As I walked throughout the house I could hear the thunder booming and as I walked passed the windows I could see the flashes of light ripple through the sky. The rain began to pour down and the sky turned a dark midnight black. I began to have an eary feeling that bad weather was on its way.

About 30 minutes later the tornado siren whistled. I yelled for everyone to get someplace safe. Everyone just sort of walked to the living room area (lots of windows surrounded the room) and hung out as if nothing was happening. I yelled for Steve and began to explain to him that we needed to be someplace underground where there weren’t any windows as it would be much safer.

Steve walked to a wooden door with a black metal handle and pulled it open. I peered down the stairs and saw that it was built with concreted. I quickly gathered everyone up and told them to go down the stairs and find a little cove to tuck into. I followed the last person down the stairs only to find that there were lots of windows in the basement area.
I quickly called for Steve again and he took me back upstairs and opened another wooden door with a black metal handle.

I quickly ran down the stairs and found that it too was made of concrete and only had a couple of small windows. I hurried back to the fist basement area where everyone was just standing. I yelled for them to run up the stairs and motioned for them to go down to the second basement. Steve was still at the top of the stairs with me as we waited for the last person to go down. I then turned to Steve and asked him if there were any other basements. He led me to the third and final wooden door with a black metal handle. He decided to join the others in the second basement, so I opened the door and went down to the third basement by myself.

I found this basement to be the best out of all of them. It had no windows and little concrete closets throughout the tiny basement. I knew this was the one that everyone was supposed to have been in. I quickly ran up the stairs and back to the second basement. I opened the door and yelled for everyone to come back upstairs and into the third basement. The only two people that came were Kevin and Mitchell.

I grabbed their hands and we ran to the third basement. By now the hail was hitting the house hard and I knew the tornado was almost on top of us. We ran down the stairs and into one of the tiny closets. We all sat in a circle and the two boys held out their hands as if we were going to join hands and pray together. Instead I pulled them close to my chest and held them tight as the tornado ripped through the house. We could hear the cracking of wood and the upstairs of the house falling apart. When the storm finally passed the three of us emerged from the tiny closet, only to find the rest of the group that had been in the second closet standing in the room looking through a door that was hidden in the back. We stood there and looked at all the damage that had been done and were all glad to still be alive.

The dream ended and I woke up, but with a sense of completion and pride. It was as if I had been handed a mission to accomplish and I did, but in an even greated way than what was expected.

WarriorPrincess

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

Unidentified Lesions...

The Lord showed me a vision that doesn’t make any sense to me, but has me very intrigued as to what it could mean or why He chose to show me this particular vision.

It was very early in the morning (still dark outside) and Chris and I were still asleep in bed. Chris awoke to his alarm clock and proceeded to get out of bed. I too woke and got out of bed to go to the bathroom. I felt as if I had the sensation of an itch on my chest and as I brought me hand to my chest I felt little bumps. I looked down only to find thousands of spots covering my chest, neck, face, and arms. I screamed in horror thinking I had some type of disease. Chris came running and saw the deep red, oval shaped lesions on my body. He asked what they were, but all I could tell him was that I had no idea.

I can remember running through all of the different types of lesions in my head that I cam across while I was in school as a nursing student, but not a single one looked even close to what I had.

I then awoke from my dream a little shaken still trying to understand what the lesions represented and why I had them. After I had awaken from the dream I immediately had the sensation of an itch on my chest, but instead of itching, I looked down, but thankfully nothing was there.

I still don't know what they mean, but I pray that God would bring abundant revelation to me. Lord would you open my eyes and ears to what you have laid before me.

WarriorPrincess

Sunday, October 30, 2005

Fallen Boys...

The Lord showed me a dream that gripped my heart after I woke. I believe the dream shows of the love that the Lord has for each of His children and how He puts each of us in a certain place at a certain time each day.

My mom and I were driving on a busy highway in which semi-trucks were the predominant vehicles on that particular highway. The scenery was flat with lots of trees on either side of the highway. The leaves were all changing colors and falling to the ground.
I was driving my car and we were going very fast because some of the semi-trucks were swerving into our lane trying to hit us. I began to swerve back in forth between the two lanes to move around all of the semi-trucks.

Shortly after all of the swerving began we started to see more and more pickup trucks and small cars. We could see in the distance a small wooden bridge and on either side of the bridge was a forest of very tall pine trees. As we got closer we could see that there was a small pond on the left hand side of the bridge.

We were about a ¼ of a mile away from the bridge when I noticed that cars were pulled off to the right side of the bridge and people were looking over the wooden railing and into the water. I stopped, put my hazard lights on, got out of my car, and walked to the railing. I looked at the pond and saw that there was a tall tree on the left side that sort of jetted out above the water. In the tree was a treehouse, but it was all busted and some wood had fallen into the pond.

The gentleman standing next to me pointed to the right embankment of the pond and said, “there’s the boy that fell out of the tree house.” “His friend is on the other side of that small hill.” I immediately asked if anyone was going to help him, but no one replied. I screamed for my mom and we both ran to the end of the bridge, down the embankment and to the first boy who looked as if he was about eleven or twelve years old. I told my mom to go over the small hill and find the other boy that had fallen out of the treehouse.

I looked into the eyes of the boy that I was helping. His eyes were wide open and his pupils were fixed and dilated. I was scared to check for a pulse as I figured he was dead. I finally got up the nerve to check his carotid pulse and in doing so I found that he was alive. I breathed into his mouth and he started to cough. I yelled to my mom to let her know that the young boy was alive and she yelled back that his friend was also alive.

I yelled to the bystanders on the bridge to call for two helicopters and three ambulances (not sure why I asked for so many). My mom carried the young boy she was helping up the embankment and put him in a black Yukon vehicle. I started walk up the side of the embankment with the other young boy in my arms when a guy motioned for me to give the boy to him. I replied that I was fine and would take care of him. I placed the boy in the front seat of the black Yukon and watched as it drove off.

The ambulances and helicopters never came and then I woke from the dream.

WarriorPrincess

Friday, September 16, 2005

A Boy Named Alex...

I was asking the Lord to let me see through his eyes, the pain and suffering that he sees and feels. The Lord showed me a boy named Alex.

Alex is a small African American boy standing in the dirt in front of his village. In the background I could see the billowing of smoke. When I again looked at Alex I saw his brown exhausted, but joyful eyes. His eyes were sunken into his head and his cheek bones were very profound. His lips were very pink and chapped with white residue around them.

I then saw his right hand reaching out to me. It was rough with calluses all over. They were very dirty from digging for food in the dumping area. I then saw his torso, which was naked. His stomach was bloated and I could clearly see each of his ribs. His belly button was an “outy.” I saw his bottom half-again unclothed. His legs were bony and had many wounds on them. His feet were bare and bleeding.

As I looked into his eyes he was crying joyfully. He was so glad to see that the Lord had sent me to help him. Alex also had the faith to know that the Lord would take care of him by sending him someone.

The Lord said that Alex has been waiting for me. This is what the Lord sees everyday…His children…waiting desperately for help, and never giving up hope.

WarriorPrincess

Saturday, September 10, 2005

Invitation...

I saw a vision of a white 4 x 6 invitation that the Lord was handing to me. On the outside of the invitation there was no writing, but instead a black lining around the front cover.

Inside of the invitation it said…”You are invited to the Lord’s house.” There was no date or time written in. When I accepted the invitation, I was lead into his viewing room where a big red chair sat in the middle of the floor facing a huge picture window. The window has white curtains pulled back to each side. The walls were lined with book shelves full of books.

The Lord looked at me and said “I just want you to sit here with me and watch the view.” As I watched I found it to be the Lord’s heart. I saw before me His desires, passion, hunger, thirst.

When I looked back to speak to the Lord He was gone, but all that remained next to the chair was another white 4 x 6 invitation with a black square lining.

In my heart I felt the Lord say…”I give to you an invitation with no date and time, and all I ask is that I receive an invitation from you.”

WarriorPrincess

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

Journey Through A Tunnel...

The Lord has continued time and time again to show me a vision of a tunnel. The tunnel is like a clear translucent tunnel, but oddly enough can be seen quite clearly to the naked eye, as well as it being able to be seen through. At the opening of the tunnel all I see is black though….

I continued to fly/move through this tunnel as if I am trying to make it to the end, but haven’t quite made it yet.

To me the tunnel represents the continuous journey that God is taking me on. It also signifies the wings that God has given me. As I peer through the sides of the tunnel, I begin to see more and more people with wings just like mine.

The Lord is showing me that I am not alone in this journey that my fellow brothers and sisters are also there with me.

WarriorPrincess

Saturday, August 13, 2005

Question From The Lord...

Today the Lord asked me a question out of the blue and told me “feel-it (not think about it) before I wrote down my answer.

The Lord asked me today…”What’s in your heart? “What is it that you feel?”
After searching far and wide in my heart, I came to the answer of the following:

* Intimacy
* Passion
* Desire
* Compassion
* Love
* Joy
* Happiness
* Freedom
* Unity
* Hope
* Laughter
* Faith
* Hunger
* Thirst
* Driving Force

Now I ask you…What is on your heart?

WarriorPrincess

Saturday, July 23, 2005

Angel Revivalists...

I saw hundreds of people dressed in grey cloaks with hoods on-shadows covered their faces, so I wasn’t able to see detailed characteristics of each of their faces. All of these people were sitting in a gymnasium on wooden bleachers.

One person – sitting in the middle of the bleachers - stood up with their head bowed. At first I thought they were all demons, but the Lord spoke and said “No-these are my angels that I am sending out.” The angel that stood up expanded their wings and flew to the middle of the gym and through the smoke that had began to fill the room. The rest of the angels stood and their wings also expanded and they too flew to the middle of the gym and then off through the smoke.

The Lord said “these are the revivalists that I have raised up. They are those of your church and then there are others. But that is not all of them…

There are more and the angels that are leaving are returning but with more. Soon my kingdom will be filled with angel revivalists. They will weep, laugh, prophesy, dream, see visions, hear, and see. They will be my ambassadors.

WarriorPrincess

Saturday, June 11, 2005

Trumpet of the Lord...

As a few of you know, lately I haven’t been getting much sleep and I’ve been really tired many nights even though it might only be 8:30 – 9:00pm. For the past few weeks I have been waking up every couple of hours and I’m not able to go back to sleep despite the fact that before crawling in bed toothpicks wouldn’t have even kept my eyes open! I believe God is trying to tell me something, but I’m not sure what. During the night when I do wake up, my only concern is trying to get back to sleep so that I can at least function for half of the day.

A couple of times I have actually woken up all the way and been able to think to myself to begin listening to what the Lord might be saying to me. So far the only thing that I have heard is that the Lord is getting ready to blow the trumpet. After He says that I usually get a picture of a lot of the T.A.G. group running towards something. It’s as if they are running into battle.
With the upcoming Redding trip for the jesusCulture – 2005 conference I believe the Lord has been trying to get our attention to tell us that we need to begin praying and interceding for what is going to happen in Redding. This year’s purpose and vision is to: “Raise up and release a generation of revivalists.” I believe the Lord has something in store for us that is going to revolutionize the way T.A.G. is conducted every Saturday night.

After last year’s trip everyone came back full of the Spirit, but after a while things sort of dwindled down. This time the Lord is going to continue to push us into the areas of battle that he wants taken care of.

I encourage everyone to begin praying for the trip in general but also for each other. There are approximately 20 people going this year and things are going to get wild and crazy and the Lord is going to show up ready to change some lives! I can’t wait.

Lord we just ask that you would place a desire in each one of our hearts Lord. Prepare our hearts to be opened wide and to be filled with the Holy Spirit. God we want more of you and we yearn to seek out your word and the desires of your heart. We are thirsty and hungry for what you have in store for us Lord. God we just ask for your hand to be on us throughout this time of trials Lord, and we ask for your blessings to pour out upon the T.A.G. youth group Lord. In Jesus Christ, Amen..

WarriorPrincess

Thursday, May 26, 2005

Dreams...

Alright, so I know I haven’t blogged in a while, and I apologize, but I’m finally back so here it goes.

This last week the Lord has really been giving me lots of dreams, which is weird for me because I normally don’t have a lot of dreams and then I’ve been remembering them on top of that. This is a particular one that has been nagging at me for quite some time…

It began in a small town somewhere with fairly busy streets. I was looking down at the town watching what was all going on. All of a sudden I was taken to the side of a street where I saw one of my friends (Alexis) get hit by a car, roll twice and then stop with car on its side. I ran to her and pulled her broken body out of the car and then called 9-1-1. I began arguing with the 9-1-1 dispatcher because she said I shouldn’t have pulled my friend from the car, but I knew that I had to because she wasn’t breathing right away. After arguing for a few minutes I hung up the phone and then I was taken into a second dream…


I was somewhere in the sky, high enough to be floating around, but still able to walk normal. My entire family was there and most of my closest friends. I began to notice that I was fighting in my dream to save the lives of others. There was little robot type things running around shooting people in the chest, but it wasn’t a gun shot. It was as if it was an injection of some sort of gas that went through the person’s chest and then somehow destroyed their sense of smell. But the person was knocked out as if they had been shot by a real gun.

Meanwhile I was running around trying to destroy these robots before they killed or hurt another person. As I was running I saw my brother get shot, so I destroyed the robot that hurt him and then helped my brother. Thankfully he was still alive and he ended up surviving.
As my dream ended I just saw myself running around in this space-like place fighting off these robots that were trying to kill everyone. And then my dream just ended.

I think I know what part of the second dream means, but I’m not entirely sure. If you receive and revelation on this, please let me know.

WarriorPrincess